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day 11 something people seem to compliment me the most on

Something that people compliment me the most on is my body, my smile or my hair and my personality. alot of people say that they like how i am , one thing is that im very different from the rest. Another thing people compliment me on is my smile, i dont really like it but people always say i have a nice smile.

Someone i need to let go

I need to let go of the ex_ im over him but wen i think abt stuff ive done i kno ive only done it with him. & i dnt regret only 1 person just wish it was someone else. I need to let go of brownie bcause he already has started his life without me its time for me to move on

Day 9- someone i didnt want to let go but just drifted

Someone i didnt want to let go of was brownie. He meant a lot to me & was very special for me. i let him go because i wanted to be able to have a life of my own without having to be with restrictions i thought that it was a good idea at the moment sometimes i refret it but i know that everything happens for a reason

day 8- someone who made my life hell

Well this is a very interesting post! Someone who made my life hell!. Wow.. umm dats an easy one. definetly will be dat dumb kid!. Yupp him my ex. well i did everything for him lost a few of the people i loved isolated myself and embarrased myself for him. I tried to make my life all about him! and at the end all he did was manipulate me into thinking he was right and i was wrong. he always wanted his way. he would like to go out but then get upset if i tried to. then it got to the point where he will just use it agaisnt me. he never cared about my feelings or about me. it was always all about him. and at the end i realized it so im happy that for 2 years 1/2 he made my life hell for me to learn this lesson. never give myself to someone completely without them giving me a reason too, or even too. Dont get fooled by the word Love. TRUST YOUR INSTICTS. and if its hurting you go AWAY!., once its over it should stay over dont go back it will just come back.

Day 7- someone who has made my life worth living for

My family, my mom and my nephew n niece. I always want to make dem hapy and proud. Even tho sometimes dey get annoyin or get me mad i love them more then anything in the world

Day 6- something i hope i never have to do

I hope i never have to see my family suffer. I dont want to say goodbye to them . I dont wanna loose then. I hope i never have to deal with the embarrasement and pain inwent through of a breakup. I hope i nvr get attached to someone who actually hurts me again

Day 5- somethibg i hope to do in my life.

I hope to become a professional laychologist. I hope to make my family proud . I hope to be inspiration for my young loves and most of all i hope to be happy

Day 4- something i had to forgive someone for

I had to forgive my ex because he cheated and lied to me and it broke my heart at that time. but i forgave him because i knew i wasnt the problem and i was too good to stay in a relationship like that anyways and have to keep suferring for him. So i forgave him in order to move on with my life and become a better person

day 3 something i had to forgive myself for

Something that i had to forgive myself for was falling in love and getting my heart broken. depending on someone to make my happiness and isolating myself from everyone just so that i would have him as the only person in my life. I knew that after the break up it was a lesson learned. to never make the same mistake again. i would never isolate myself from my family or friends just because of someone. i would never chose anyone else again over my family. i also wont lie as much to the people i love because they dont deserve that.i had to forgive myself because i didnt i would still be suffering. i also wouldnt have learned from my mistake. and i accepted it that it was something that was going to happen anyways because i had to learn the right way of life.

day 2- something i love about myself

Something i love about myself is the determination i have to be better. i want to be better then everyone i know. I want to be the pride that my parents and family have. I want to make sure that when i leave i have a presence around them. I love that when i really want something i work hard for it. i also love my long hair, i love that i speak spanish and english. i love how i dance, i love how my face looks, i love  my body, i love my family, my mom, my sisters, my nephew and niece. i love all the little things about myself. even though at times it looks like i dont.